Your unconscious, hibernation prone mind will always go with easy. It will skip the workout, cheat on the diet, not take that risk or go against the grain.
Your conscious exploration obsessed mind will try to steer you back to the gym, get you to stick to your diet, to try out something new and will dare you to stand out, to be different and to be unique and yourself in a world of same.
Because down the road, the regret might consume you.
And the fear which consumes you now, you feel will doom you.
Which mind you listen to, will define you.